justanothertheaterkid Asks:
lucienmidnight Said:
oh! thank you, i didn’t know about that! :)
please don’t ever look me in the eye again,
because
there are a million lost souls trapped inside of my sad insignificant body, all trying to grip their way up my slimy throat, threatening to erupt every time i start to reflect on myself.
don’t ever look me in the eye
because i am having a bit of an existential crisis
because of the bile that sloshes around in the lining of my brain
because i am afraid to need you too much,
because you don’t want to need me.
last night we made love
and i muttered apologies
every step of the way
because the last boy i kissed
ripped my clothes off
with greed and glutton
imprinted in every finger tap
and i didn’t know how
to handle someone who was more selfless
than me
the air in my lungs
swells up
with the sensation of drowning
at an incredible speed
all because
i love you
and you don’t need me
At each and every moment
I am brand new
And because of this
I AM FREE
And I will tear the world up
As I please
To be continued.
jevoislavieenrose Asks:
lucienmidnight Said:
roses are red
violets are blue
your words speak to my soul
and i love you too
There’s a civil war going on inside my mind
I can feel my mental state deteriorating,
And the armies are raging in the confines of my ribcage.
There’s a hand grenade the size of my heart
On the verge of an explosion.
Every free flowing thought sends me flying
To shattered eggshells.
I’m told that waving the white flag
Will be peaceful and pure,
But the Devil and God have sworn to defend
Until the end.
“my love”
